wonderland

he came into my ear

he whispered magical words

brought me into his wonderland

showed me a different world

a world i have never stepped into

he held my hands

took me in with him

hold me close

kissed my hair

and said your the one i want and i need

he promissed me

that he will always keep me there

in this wonderland

and not leave me

for he said his love for me was real

me and him

lived in wonderland

perfect picture

the both of us

filled with love and promisses

then came a witch

cast a spell on him

he fell asleep and

woke up looking strange

and said

i have to go off 

for wonderland is not where i belong

he left me now

with pain

tears and broken promisses

no love, no trust

and here i am

still in wonderland 

waiting for the prince that will never return.

fade

when you need me,
im always there for you
I make u smile.

when you need me,
i serve anything,
just anything to make you happy.

when you need me,
i try my best to always say
your the best i`ve ever had.

when you need me,
i hug u close,
tell you everything will be fine.

when you need me,
i kiss you
and tell you that i love you so

when you need me
i give me to you
to show you that you have me
but

when i need you
where did u go?
you ran away
you hide
you left me dead inside.

confused

what is happening to me?
when I cry no tear drops
when I look, I cant see
when I laugh, I cant feel
when I run, I float,
when I sleep, my eyes are open
when I talk, I cant hear
when I pray, I cry.
what is happening to me?
only to know that
there isnt any ME anymore.

my preference

darkness, darkness came to me,
asked where, what will i be
i told darkness "stay away from me!"
for i am scared to face the reality

darkness, darkness go away,
i wish you would never stay,
darkness tried but came the ray
and brought the day.

darkness, darkness come again,
i want you to stay with me in rain,
please don't go as i am in vain.
for I don't want this brightness again.

three

my number is three,
friends i had were also three,
my family is only three,
one was taken away from me,
I never had any number but three
why is this only happening to me?

sisters for life

we were three,
lived a life like many,
always felt free,

we were three,
problems we never see,
happy as always will be,

we are still three,
nothing will happen till we
face a break till then we shall be
always the loving three

dedication to my special uncle.

best days spent in india..
only when my dearest uncle..nassar chitappa was around
he is such as gem..so kind..so loving..honestly, no one has ever treated me that well next to my parents. i really wish he could always be by my side till i die.. i never ever felt soo lucky and delightful until i knew that there is actually someone who would really love me and care for me so much besides my parents..thank God, for showing me another person who loves me so much..

p/s: more stories in india to come..